너무 지친다.

좀 힘이 되어주면 안 돼겠니?

숨을 못 쉬겠어..

나 혼자서 사랑을 말하고, 사랑을 보내고
혼자쌓은 추억에 겹겹히 눈물이 베여
먼곳에 있어도, 그대 행복하길 나의 사랑을 가슴깊이 묻어요

아파도, 아파져도, 절대 난 울지 않아요
마음의 사랑을 이별이 없은이
이 삶이 끝나고, 다음 세상에 우리 꼭 사랑해요

I just want some physical pain so my mental and emotional states can be appeased.

I’m not fishing for sympathy or waiting for the reassurance of your lips. I’m spilling over the things in my head that constantly tell me I’m not enough. Things that I’ve heard, that I’ve said, that I’ve thought, things like this you just don’t forget. Everything I’ve hoped to measure up to was just a joke. I find myself in my bedroom, thinking the same thoughts, wishing the same wishes, dreaming the same dreams. Your words are the same everyday. They’re just white noise. Everything is becoming so routine. I could do this in my sleep. I’d rather do this in my sleep. I don’t want any more vicissitudes, I don’t want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I’ve had it. I am so tired.

Who the heck am I kidding.

I can't live without this.

I can't live without...

I'm just burning a hole through my heart and my mind, that's all.

The first rule about fight club is...

You do not talk about Fight Club.

"If you wake up at a different time, in a different place, could you wake up as a different person?"

I love this rain.

The flurry of raindrops that continuously keep tapping on the windows keep me company as I study like a little recluse in my secluded room..

And the distant thunder seems to boom, "ROAR-"

and almost sheepishly asks as an afterthought,

"did I scare you?"

Haaaaaaah. Imagined conversations with nature .

Not a sure sign of insanity, not at all.

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very, very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you adore can...

Love is all that I can give to you

Love is more than just a game for two

Two in love can make it

Take my heart and please don't break it

Love was made for me & you

Even with the presents I got and the birthday wishes I received, I keep forgetting it's my birthday.

Most prevalent thing said to me today:
"Happy birthday! ...You can watch R-rated movies legally now!!!!!!!!"

Um...cool, haha.

A brand new year has already stealthily disclosed itself to both the oblivious and the mindful...

I'm scared and skeptical. Of all the vast amounts of possibilities and experiences that lie ahead .