Reading Wuthering Heights again... because I feel like it all of a sudden.

Being surrounded by an endless swarm of bad influences is overwhelming. Maybe I am still naive to perceive true human nature; maybe I am too unaware of this merciless world, like one of my friends so often reminds me. Even though their corruptness and immorality can be seen plainly, like looking through clear-cut glass, I can't stop myself from reeling with surprise when I hear or see things I don't want to. It scares me to the core, knowing that these things are so dangerously alluring.

I find the axiom 'actions speak louder than words' completely controversial. Thinking about what I heard today...and remembering the reactions of people around me...it really makes me nauseous.
The art of spoken words is more beautiful and terrible than anything given physical form. Crude matter can be changed, mistakes erased, drawn over, reshaped, but a word, once spoken, can never be taken back. It’s how we say those words and when we dare to say them that makes them divinely powerful. Statues crumble, paintings fade, sketches are blown into the wind, but words rest in our ears and our minds forever- never forgotten, never allowed to rest in oblivion.

I'd do anything to stop hurting.

I think this weekend was the best I've ever had.

I feel so... happy that I almost- no, I DO- feel guilty.

There's more than an interminable amount of people out in this world that are hurting...yet I can feel myself radiating this effervescence.........

I can't help it.

I love to love and be loved

lol, story of my life .

Starbucks, gift shops, Crow Canyon country club, raffles, loud music, maniacal car rides, douche strangers, shopping, chilling with Wendy and Britt equals one hell of a crazy day......

"Fuck Johnny, he just dropped us off in the middle of street like we're a bunch of hoes!!!!!" -Britt

hahahah gg

can't discern the difference between the idealized and the real anymore

Roses are red
Violets are blue..................

Hello ambiguity.

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