Intensity.

Words can be so painful. And analyzing them makes them so much more worse.
Ignorance is bliss. Why can't I get over the fact that the adage is so true?
The agony I feel sometimes- it's like being cut with thousands of sharp knives and rubbing alcohol all over the cuts over and over again. But feeling the pain and having to go through it repeatedly makes it so much worse.

"And I was all alone with my hatred and the pain that was so bad it was like being tortured. Like being dragged slowly across a bed of razor blades. Pain so bad you'd take death with a smile just to get away from it."

Sometimes it gets too much to bear.